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Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Dreams, anyone?

Lately i'm having a lot of "themed" dreams. hahaha~~~you must be asking what the heck is that. Well, the reason i said it was themed is because it seems that everynight i get up from bed somewhere 2-3am everytime, breaking sweat and feeling thirsty, i realised i've been dreaming again. Not the same dream everynight like in the movies tho'..it would've been so cool, innit?!! I don't know why i was always dating someone in my dreams. Lately i dreamed that i was dating with Nanako Matsushima!!! (damn, that lucky Sorimachi Takashi!) The other day was some other random people and even some i can't name it here. Am i in a kind of state of psychological need?

Wow...i just realised how hard it is to blog about your own problems when you are listening to Brian McKnight's acoustic version of Cherish. I'm feeling all warm and fuzzy inside now...mmmm. hehehe~~~~

So, if you guys are reading this, leave me a comment and tell me what are your dreams lately and what do you think of it. Till then...ciao!

dreamy stickman,
JL

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Randomness!

AHHH!!!! I did it again today!!! I slept thru the whole day again!!! Sigh~~i woke up at 7pm today and i realised i wasted the whole day!!! What the hell is wrong with me? Maybe i like the serenity at night. Just some cool breeze, cicada having concerts on the fields and no one moving except me and Kazuki. I just wish i could like like any other normal person would do.

Just the other day, my friend was asking me about his blog. If there's anything improved. That got me thinking. Does a personal blog have to have standards? Like how long it should be and stuffs? I dunno. i just write what i feel like writing at the moment. Like this posting, i wanted to do a short one but instead i just kept on writing.

Another question comes to mind, does human tend to standardize everything in this world? Where is that free world everyone talks about then? Everywhere i go, there's rules, regulations, status-quo that one must have to be able to be someone! Why can't people live freely? Just doing what they do best and love the most! Hahahaha!! That would have been awesome, innit?

Anyway, that's all from me today!

Bored,
JL

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Just wondering..

Have you ever felt that there's just so much to say but you can't find the words? That's what i'm feeling right now. My heart is yearning for something. I can't quite make out what is it that I'm yearning for. You feel that it is soooooo close but yet it is damn bloody elusive. My heart goes doki-doki at that every attempt to make sure of it. Why? I don't know.

There's so much going on in my head that i start to feel nausea. Am i emo? I really hope not!! The emo culture is so damn hippy and overrated! Its like those bad fashion back in the 80's! But trends of fashion will fade but will the this thingamajig fade too? I'd keep my fingers crossed!!!!!

To be honest, i'm thinking/considering/planning/worry (please pick one) about so many things all at once that i start to feel helpless. Sometimes i just wanna runaway from all these and not care. But can i really continue in this escapism mode? I'm tired. Really tired.

I guess this time the not-so-emo-but-still-emo side of me took over my fingers to blog. heheheh...I promise that i'll try not to in my next postings!!! Till then, sayonara, mina-san!!

Tired of helplessness,
JL

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Guitar-Man!!!

hehehe...what a title!! Not that i am any good at it though!! i consider myself a "Half bucket of everything" musician. Yes, i can kinda play a lot of stuffs but it's all basic fundamental stuffs. Hence, the name "the half bucket of everything musician".

Anyway, i happened to get introduced by my friend to a guitar "distributor". Not sure if i can call him that. But it happens that he wanted to get someone to help him sell guitars here. So, that's my cue to enter. Now, i can get any guitar you want (actually more like i want to!) and at a better price too, if possible. New or used, any brand and any type! My first purchase would be (notice the future tense...lol) ......



..this!! A Fernandes Burny MG-130s! Err...the specs are...well, it can hold 6 strings...its a electric guitar and you need an amp...ah hell!!! Does it matter?? It's a hide (of X Japan) signature model replica in bright yellow and with red loves all over it!!!! THIS IS SEXY!! wahahah...

(Actually, my sister purposely snapped this pic for me to see. Its a used guitar and selling totally cheap! Only 29,800Yen!! That's about RM1000 over here..but including tax, this and that...well, go figure.)

So...now i embark on a new journey that is to sell guitars. Hopefully i can make it. So, should you have any guitars that you wanna buy, hit me up and i'll get it for ya!

Hmm...wonder if i can buy the yellow guitar thru my contact.... :P