Have you ever felt that there's just so much to say but you can't find the words? That's what i'm feeling right now. My heart is yearning for something. I can't quite make out what is it that I'm yearning for. You feel that it is soooooo close but yet it is damn bloody elusive. My heart goes doki-doki at that every attempt to make sure of it. Why? I don't know.
There's so much going on in my head that i start to feel nausea. Am i emo? I really hope not!! The emo culture is so damn hippy and overrated! Its like those bad fashion back in the 80's! But trends of fashion will fade but will the this thingamajig fade too? I'd keep my fingers crossed!!!!!
To be honest, i'm thinking/considering/planning/worry (please pick one) about so many things all at once that i start to feel helpless. Sometimes i just wanna runaway from all these and not care. But can i really continue in this escapism mode? I'm tired. Really tired.
I guess this time the not-so-emo-but-still-emo side of me took over my fingers to blog. heheheh...I promise that i'll try not to in my next postings!!! Till then, sayonara, mina-san!!
Tired of helplessness,
JL
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